Yeah I agree on this community being very caring and positive from where I see it. It's the reason I'm here really, especially right now. I can't thank y'all enough for your responses. I need to get more disciplined with a personal routine that will ease me into my day most definitely, I think. I'm pretty aimless right now, work two jobs, and have little time to be productive for myself. There's a turning point happening in my life, I can feel it. It's just very testing at the moment, and I'm just scared of the results if I don't do anything. I need to look into my local mental health care, hoping that an option based on my income is available. Y'all are really helping me, as always