Californication | 1,490 Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 It's been a year now and I am still being Stalked every day by someone with a direction speaker. When the ly turned it on for too long it has made me pass out, throw up, and have spasms on the ground. When the spasms get to be to much and I lose control of my body, I resorted to cutting mysel, it seems to give me control back of my body. Really don't understand why no one will help me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gloves | 11,889 Administrator · Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 Seek medical/psychological professional assistance immediately. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jeevan | 9,024 Events Helper · Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 1 minute ago, Gloves said: Seek medical/psychological professional assistance immediately. Please do this, Please Please do this!!!!!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Californication | 1,490 Posted May 11 Author Share Posted May 11 I think I am going to kill myself since no one believes me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Richardhead | 2,874 Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 2 minutes ago, Californication said: I think I am going to kill myself since no one believes me. Please don’t do that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splain | 2,624 Editorials Team · Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 13 minutes ago, Californication said: no one will help me. No one here can help you with this. Once you get help from a professional, let us know what they say! Don't kill yourself or else the stalker will win!! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Californication | 1,490 Posted May 11 Author Share Posted May 11 I don't want too, but it's really painful and it has taken everything in my life from me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Richardhead | 2,874 Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 Why is this person/persons stalking you ? What is a direction speaker? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reed Rothchild | 9,637 Editorials Team · Posted May 11 Share Posted May 11 10 minutes ago, Californication said: I think I am going to kill myself since no one believes me. I know you have a kid. Please think of them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Californication | 1,490 Posted May 12 Author Share Posted May 12 I haven't seen her in 9 months. I can't function or think for more than a little bit each day. And now I think I disfigured my face a bit by punching myself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ankos | 479 Posted May 12 Share Posted May 12 Maybe try staying with friends for a while. That'll minimize the risk of someone hurting you, or you hurting yourself 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
G-type | 2,601 Posted May 12 Share Posted May 12 Please don't hurt yourself. I hope you have a support network beyond this forum. Cutting yourself, punching yourself in the face causing serious injury, wanting to kill yourself... these are all warning signs of a mental health crisis. Please get help immediately. A high pitch sound heard near constantly is also a strong indicator of a medical condition called tinnitus. So either you have a deranged stalker or a serious mental health condition. You really shouldn't be on your own right now in either case. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sumez | 3,011 Posted May 12 Share Posted May 12 I really hope this is a joke post. But in that case it's really not funny. Hopefully someone here knows where Californication lives to help them get the help they need. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AirVillain | 494 Posted May 13 Share Posted May 13 On 5/11/2024 at 7:51 PM, Californication said: I don't want too, but it's really painful and it has taken everything in my life from me Please get help. Call the police for the stalker and call a medical facility to help you cope with the problems you are having. Those people are there to help you. You can do this!! You can get help. You can get yourself back on track! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Link | 2,768 Posted May 13 Share Posted May 13 Dude you've always been one of my favorite people here and this guts me. We've had late night chats if you remember. I really don't want you to further harm yourself. We care about you. 47 minutes ago, AirVillain said: Call the police for the stalker He has. They won't help with this. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Link | 2,768 Posted May 13 Share Posted May 13 @Californication I also want you to know that if somebody doesn't believe you about this, it's not because they want you to be wrong. But they have another perspective. I've been confused by some personal interactions over the years. One quite recent and painful. What this has taught me is the power of this perspective, potentially destructive if ignored. Nothing to do with your situation but at a higher level it showed me the importance of having an open mind - not assuming that we kmow everything and perceive everything correctly. We (or at least I) can't be in the same physical space as you, that is why some have recommended a doctor visit, for that perspective. There's no shame in it, I go every year just for a general health checkup. If nothing else, get that. I think it will help you regardless. Stalkers fucking want you on edge, nervous, off balance, unhealthy. It seems like you're dealing quite seriously with those first two at least. And I'm reiterating that I care about you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Californication | 1,490 Posted May 14 Author Share Posted May 14 Hi, thanks for all the positive thoughts, I think I just got to a dark place after a couple rough days . It's a weird situation and the people that care about me know the underlying reasons are positive so I just need to remind myself of that when I am feeling worn out. I have a path to get things straightened out and just need to see it through. 5 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spacepup | 2,421 Administrator · Posted May 14 Share Posted May 14 It's great to hear from you and that you are hanging in there and have a plan going forward! You definitely have people here who care about you, and want you to succeed and get through all these hurdles. My door is always open if you need anything, feel free to message me. I don't claim to know what you are going through, but I have to have hope that you will get through this! Thank you SO much for checking back in here, we were definitely worried about ya. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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